warmlove's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Be less crap *soh genna* Fantastical news, we all wrote begging letters to the head of the school to get some bursary money, stating our case and me, Monika, Elka and Kyle were sent cheques..mine was the biggest amount which was cool..a lovely free �500! I knew it was a great letter! Well worth the stress!AND got next terms casting...Cleopatra, in a scene with Darren again and Olivia in my favorite Shakespeare play, Twelfth Night'..Amy Shepherd also playing the part..me Olivia via Myra Hindley, of course. Stand-up, went okay, got laughs, not as big ones as I'd liked, if I did it again I would leave more room to just improvise it and not cut it short. Maybe comedy isn't my thing. Drug addict, poor single Mum, Policewoman, Lawyer, Pirate I look like, or can do well in acting, apparently, serious 'gritty', authority people. I agree but disagree that all I can do. Vulnerable, weak, scared, funny, 'ditsy' I am those things in life so I can do them too for the ole acting. Its almost code for - you arent pretty or desirable, you have severe, hair! haha. Well if it is work youre getting then it doesnt matter if you dont like those qualities in yourself! I dont want to be serious as a person though. I dont think i am, i just get sick and tired of life sometimes and a bit depressed.
Wanted to punch smug Jeff from Fat Olive the other day at work..he waits (the coward) until we're alone together and then nervously blurts out that 'Glenn doesn have to call me to make sure I get to work on time.' I said 'Erm, What?'..and he giggled..'you know, when you stayed over' Cringe. I just gave him a horrible look and told him that 'No, you can't talk to me about things like this' then walked away. Confronted Dave about the questions hed been asking Glenn and he lied and said that he'd said nothing. Cringe, a small triangle of awkwardness occured. Like not having to be like, yeh...this is whats happening, put a label on us just spending time together..its weird though, there have been so few chances to actually, to put it plainly, have much sex so it is nothing like 'seeing eachother' or 'going out'. Will work on it but time is scarse and only gonna get scarcer to be honest. Gotta make time, eh?! x 8:59 p.m. - 2013-03-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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