warmlove's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- * ** More Strange, depressing feedback today!It confirmed my worst fears about myself that I'd say without actually fully believing it! I'm apparently clumsy and lack coordination and core strength. Wow. That is news to me. I feel that as, a 11 stone (possibly) 5'5" person I feel like if I jump on the back of a 5'1" 7 stone girl then damage/ squashing could occur. There is nothing wrong with that. I am not a small, light person and I know this. How tragic would it be if I didn't realize this!! And they asked if I had dyspraxia? Have I had the test. If I do then there's no cure, just to practice dance step routines etc... That really scared me, that I could have had this my whole life and no known. I could explain why I don't pick up steps and that and remember them and my writings messy and I can't juggle and forget things constantly. I'm very disturbed by this.BUT surely you can just be bad at those things without having to have a 'disorder'.... I feel so sad that I feel that how I am is seen as so wrong. I'm scared that I'm just crap at acting and the only thing I can do is be creative like a ten year-old with some glue and glitter!
12:48 a.m. - 2012-07-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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