warmlove's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Mr Barrack Obama and whatever happened to that wanker shaped mixer-tap? *yes we can* Boy, everyones gettin' all hyped up about the ole American elections! I did stay up and watch the coverage 4 years ago but that was cos I needed to see it for myself to believe it that that Texan fellah who didn't even get voted in 4 years previously would be chosen for another 4 yeaars after all that business with the murder of thousands of Iraqi people in their own backyards and dead soldiesrs etc..I digress... Was joking to my friend that its THE week for us Mixed Race people to make history: Little Lewis Hamillton and his little race car, that Leona Lewis is meant to have loadsa cash now and has a great new single out but still lives in Hackney!! and hopefully that lovely Obama man will win that big, plaster house AND I sung my first solo at my singing class! Actually, my attempt at solo was awful..I was totally off beat and the teacher had to shout at me to: 'CLICK THE RHYTHM...CLICK IT!" Ah, well half black, half white means nuffin...I shall never become a prize-winning gospel singer!! More News: I finally sent off, with trembling hands, my Drama School UCAS application! I keep having flashes of severe doubt: 'I can never become an actor, or get into Drama school...I'm shit! I so don't have what it takes' and then massive determination and confidence: 'I am gonna work my arse off, these speeches are fantastic! I'm gonna rock 'em..I'm gonna be fab!'Fuck! Gotta put all that aside and just get a-rehearsalin' (in my room alone for many hours!) My Dreams might be coming true! Well,one of them...where this Hallow'een (In my FAB Ugly Betty costume !! Was a fun night in Elephant and Castle grubby-warehouse-club partying with Lyndsey, French housemate, Camise, her mates and my Housemate and his mates) I pulled a friend of said Housemate (the power of the Hollywood version of Ugly, huh!) AFTER having a dream a week previously when it happened in almost EXACTLY THE SAME WAY!!!! And I hadn't really though of him fancying me a weeny bit...I assumed it was a random dream for no reason. He was telling me..in real life on Hallow'een...how he remembered (in lots of detail) the night of 'bonding' and bar-charades when we first met ...what a girl!...to remember such sentimental things, what is he, me? ! I know that hes a bit of a hussy-type so I know he was doing his chat-up thing that he does to everyone but the fact that I dreamt it was a little spooky and premonition-ey!!! I'm poor...nuffin new then. Some evil people over-seas cloned my bank card and took lotsa money out me bank the wankers. I had to cancel and then order a new bank card. But then informed me, like I was in year 6 and always forgetting my orange SATS homework book, that i would be given a bank card back 'on 6 months probation' if my account was 'handled properly in future'....It aint my fault no-one wants to pay me what Im worth (millions!) and I like to indulge in luxuries such as toothpaste and bread!! No word from the lovely 'fire twiddling boy', which breaks my cold, gob-stopper heart. His loss, my loss...and I kinda wanna bump into him in the next few weeks so I can do my ice-cold-evil-bitchy-eyed thing! Then give him a big hug cos I still kinda like him even if he's a bit of a wanker-shaped mixer-tap! 10:57 p.m. - 2008-11-04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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